Breaking point.

I've reached breaking point. Been here a few times. Debate is the only thing keeping my sanity. My heart's pounding like never before, there's a whirlwind in my stomach. I've been here before and this is not the worst. But breaking point is a bad place to be in.

It hurts and is painful, the emotions are jumbled. Feels like being in a backhole or a vacuum where it's dark and awful.

No words to describe how I feel now.

Easiest thing to do is to feel numb. I'm numb.

Good!! I can't feel a thing.

Signing off,
The hurt alien.



My Guatemalan worry dolls.