Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Something.




HAHA Look at short old me :3


I promise to post something on here later :) So many things to say; just never found the time. Or perhaps the laziness has caught up with me :) Lots and lots. Seriously. From Hadron Colliders to I don't know, life?? LOL.


Anyway, this is just a short post to tell ye peeps that I'm still alive :) Although yes, I did go missing for quite a long while again.
Xx. 
-Queen of hearts-

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Words don't suffice.

      You can't play on broken strings, you can't fly on broken wings. Sometimes words spewed out be it unintentionally or intentionally, can cause a certain amount of damage that is irreparable. Sometimes, people want a last chance to feel again, the last moments to savor something delectable; chances come and go. Excuses crop up and are lost in oblivion.
     
     Sometimes, the very people who walk around with a smile on their face are the ones that need the most help. The ones who go around with carved skin under their skirts and with burn marks on their legs beneath their jeans; extend a hand. Breathing can barely even be done sometimes; with pain comes healing?? What if we happen to be at the end of the domino?? Expect the worst?? What is the worst?? What if the worst we expect is not enough?? So much is lingering in my brain. My little neurons are just working at optimum speed. Broken glass can never be fixed again unless melted down. I think human souls are very like that too.


      Broken hearts that are barely beating, they can rarely be put on life support. Sometimes, funny questions pop up. Like are we real?? Or are we puppets of an epiphany?? Think about it deeply, are we truly held by strings?? Is everything we do measured by some kind of constant or scale?? How much is a human soul worth?? 


You can't play on broken strings, you can't fly on broken strings.
Sorry is the hardest word to be said. Ego is the hardest thing to be killed.


-Lishia-

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Epiphanies.




The "epiphanic" face and me with a tan ;)


   The Eureka was yelled as an epiphany. A sudden realization of the bigger picture of something or other; strange or not. I've had so many epiphanies of all sorts ever since things have been piling together; stacked up like a set of dominoes, only to come tumbling right down. 


      Don't things work in strange ways?? Sometimes, from the other end of the spectrum right to the other side. And everything does not have a permanence, right down to life and EVEN constellations; believe it or not. Theories especially; scientific theories seem to be in constant limbo of debate with so many dis-provings and epiphanies. Planck must be one of the best guys in the field. One of, of course. He's the "go betweener", (I'd call him that) for the theories he sort of linked together through an epiphany in the Astrophysics Science department. Quantum mechanics and quantum theories; and of course, Planck time and constants and the Planck Law; all from his ingenious mind in the year 1899, imagine. Imagine the size of his brain. Without proper technology and proper instruments, like the Hadron collider (you should check that out if you haven't heard of it, super cool machine.)


      So, anyway, the amount of realizations that have dawned upon thy brain hath been amazing. Sometimes, being away works wonders. You could just say, I took a break from life. And from blogging too, although WOW, how I miss you all bloggermunchies. And I miss the feel of a smooth keyboard's keys beneath my fingers. I'm definitely going to start again.


How I love you all :) <3 <3