Reasons why I don't want children.

- I do not want them to end up like me.
- I never ever want to suffer the hurt of a mother. I am not capable.
- I do not want to waste my precious time bringing up something I know might not turn out the way I brought it up to be.
- I have to focus on my career and be selfish for once. In my entire life. The biggest decision I'm making.
- I never ever want to feel failure. Or to feel like I have failed my child. Because of my doing.
-I never ever want to bring a life into this world, only to find it suffer the consequences of my selfishness. 
- I never ever want to worry constantly about something so tedious as a child and his/her college fees.
-I never ever want to see the life I bring into this world hurt by anything else be it an external factor or an internal one.
- I will never be ready for parenthood. Many people have said I would change my mindset but I never have.
- I will always be selfish because I never really know how to express emotion. A child would suffer under me.
- I just do not see the point of bringing another life into this world when it is already so filled with the dying. Why not, just be nice and adopt a child?? After all, it is already here. And it needs so much more help than anything.


I just do not agree with certain people who want children for the wrong reasons. I am very VERY against it. If you can't handle being a parent, DON'T BE ONE. Your children would only suffer under your reign. If you are a monarchist or a sexist or something, DON'T HAVE CHILDREN. If you come from a patriarchal society, chances are you hate daughters and you have a HIGH PROBABILITY of getting one. If you want to play favoritism, do not think of having kids. And if you blame yourself and your children constantly and have UBER HIGH expectations, just WEAR A CONDOM. Please. You'd do better off without any.


-The thinker-

Marvel versus DC.

It's finally, the great old showdown. Marvel (dramatic music) versus the great DC. With the crazy increase of comic book heroes on the big screen now, it does actually look like a huge showdown between Marvel and DC though I must say that DC has already been producing a superb amount of gigantic blockbusters even before I was born :/ Batman, Superman, Spider Girl were the superheroes we admired. Together with the oh so sexy villains, Poison Ivy (yum), The Joker (played by our very own deceased Heath Ledger) and more.


How can you deny the brilliance of the masterminds of these two mega comic industries?? The money they generate from it, the legends that never seem to die. C'mon, they're back!! :) Haha. Mm, look it this. It's Poison Ivy (my favorite villain-I love how guys fall for her charm. She's irresistible) and she's looking GORGEOUS; played by Uma Thurman. 

 Her hair, her eyes, her charms=enticing. *Salivating* Haha I shall stop. 
So, who wins?? Who takes the winning trump card?? Marvel OR DC?? Both have wowed us with their absolute brilliance. Marvel and their crazy legendary amount of superheroes- Spiderman, Thor (just released), Iron Man, Captain America (coming soon), the awesome X-men and more OR, DC and their amazing round of action figures- Flash, Justice League, Superman (the only underwear-outerwear superhero), Aquaman, Batman, Green Lantern (just released) and the drool worthy list goes on. (Hope you're not bored to death at this point. Comic fans would get my enthusiasm.) HAHA It is delightful to watch the very heroes you used to fantasize about on big screen. Ooh yeah. I could go on and on about these fictional characters, they never seem to stop boggling my mind. So then again, who'd take the winning place?? 


If all of them were to get into a deadly duel for the top spot, who do you think would win?? :) LOL. I'd really love your feedback. And also, which mega comic company takes the cake?? Marvel versus DC. Both equally intelligent in their authentically genius role-playing characters. Would the humans win?? Or would the mutants take the cup?? You tell me.


Pictures for your viewing pleasure. 
From DC:


Flash.

Green Lantern

Super Man (Jack, wink* wink*)

Justice League (Drooling)

From Marvel:


X men.

 Iron Man.

Moon Knight. (He's hot and he needs a comeback!!)

Juggernaut.

Just swoon* Alright, it's back to assignments after this excitement.


-Comic fan-

Permanence??

The ruts I'm in never seem to want to let me go. They hold on, grip onto my flesh so tightly I feel bound. Bound by everything. Now the rut's become a whirlpool and it starts to suck mass in. Inward, into a never-ending feud of eternal gravity. I wonder why things happen this way. For a reason?? Yeah. That's a permanent saying. Oh well. Life as we know it. Been walking around with a numb heart for the past I don't know how long. Anger seems to be the only other emotion I feel.


Oh well. Life. As we know it. 
Just make me a permanent fixture in your lyrical mixture. For I'm at a juncture, about to puncture. 


-Numb hearted-

Dollops of thought and animal news.

The madness just had to stop. I had not even a little dollop of scrumptious time for myself. On a brighter note, I found another friend. Ah, true friends are indeed hard to come by. Alice. She's amazing. Yup, she's real; not the created version from Lewis Caroll. Whoever knew we'd strike each other's paths just like that. Minds crossed.


I seem to have forgotten the amazing adrenaline rush I get when I type out word after word that pours out of my mind. It's beautiful you know, the sensation. I miss my phone. Oh yeah, it got stolen. One of the reasons why I was too down and dumbfounded to blog. Yeah, hiatus has been my first and last name. Middle too. I'm back though, it's not like as if I died and rose again :) I'm no Jesus. Oh well. It's been quite a stressful while. Being little Miss perfectionist does not seem to do me any good at all. The world irks me. So sometimes, I build my own one, create it out of imaginary power and live in it. I'm serious, oh how I've missed this. My fingers running all over the keyboard, it's sheer utter magic as they bounce lightly on note after note. I had forgotten, alas. Forgive my dramatics but scenes sometimes, I form. For too much have I seen and watched. Too much has happened. Recently, a lot changed in my life. I mean a lot. I guess I've grown to see that yes although every human has some good in them, they do also have a substantial amount of evil manifested in them. Oh well. The things humans would do just to sadistically rid the other. This is random but sometimes I do want to believe that there is an unborn genius in me. A better one than the genius I have in me now. Haha. Not manifested in all its splendor yet. Just yet.


On another hand (one must wonder how many hands I have now), kudos to you ;) If you ever read this, I just wanna tell you, thank you for opening up my eyes. It's a good thing you rid me before I rid you for if I were to be the one ridding you, it'd be not a pretty sight and don't we all love pretty ;) I'd take you back in if you'd just admit what you did. You see, denial is one of the greatest crimes. Especially if you were to divulge the secrets of a fellow friend to others (especially to former enemies), tsk. Not a very nice thing innit. If you need self annihilation, don't drag me in your small petty world. I still love what I have and my astounding sense of mindful liberalism, please and thank you. And I'd love to give you a standing ovation for being the best actress in the world, you got us all fooled. Even little naive gullible me :)


Oh well, Malaysia as usual, is under the microscope of many. Animal activists all around the globe have been scrutinizing the beautiful island of Langkawi in Malaysia. Dolphins there have been dying from multiple illnesses especially mental illnesses, believe it or not. The article just nearly ripped a hole in my heart. Dolphins. They're gorgeous. "The world's saddest dolphins." What an utter shame the saddest dolphins are in Malaysia. Here, the article. 


http://www.spca.org.sg/captivedolphins.html

But really. Imagine living in a room full of mirrors. Every angle, every little degree and every step you take has a mirror. 2 out of 7 of the dolphins died. Boycott the Resorts World Sentosa in Langkawi please. Dolphins are not creatures of captivity, same as humans. How would you like to be enslaved and kept in a room full of mirrors?? And then, you'd have to do tricks, beg and be at the mercy of another. Gosh. Just read the article. It'd break your hearts. Unless you have steel hearts or something.


Another crazy thing is the man from Egypt who wants to kill a lion. He challenged a lion into a duel. All because he wants to represent Egypt; with the lion representing Israel. It's foolish nature. I miss being the animal CNN anchorman ;) Or, anchorwoman. Oh how sexist, language is. Where it's HIS tory and never HER story. HAHA!! 


And the article.


http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art13309.asp

Seriously, fighting a lion barehanded. Not a very fair duel I'd say. I bet he'd drug or sedate the lion beforehand. Idiots like these should be sent back to school. This ain't madness. More like the degree of insanity already.


Anyway, I'll end here ;) Love you meows and sorry for the long hiatus. 
-Madness is genius-