The madness just had to stop. I had not even a little dollop of scrumptious time for myself. On a brighter note, I found another friend. Ah, true friends are indeed hard to come by. Alice. She's amazing. Yup, she's real; not the created version from Lewis Caroll. Whoever knew we'd strike each other's paths just like that. Minds crossed.
I seem to have forgotten the amazing adrenaline rush I get when I type out word after word that pours out of my mind. It's beautiful you know, the sensation. I miss my phone. Oh yeah, it got stolen. One of the reasons why I was too down and dumbfounded to blog. Yeah, hiatus has been my first and last name. Middle too. I'm back though, it's not like as if I died and rose again :) I'm no Jesus. Oh well. It's been quite a stressful while. Being little Miss perfectionist does not seem to do me any good at all. The world irks me. So sometimes, I build my own one, create it out of imaginary power and live in it. I'm serious, oh how I've missed this. My fingers running all over the keyboard, it's sheer utter magic as they bounce lightly on note after note. I had forgotten, alas. Forgive my dramatics but scenes sometimes, I form. For too much have I seen and watched. Too much has happened. Recently, a lot changed in my life. I mean a lot. I guess I've grown to see that yes although every human has some good in them, they do also have a substantial amount of evil manifested in them. Oh well. The things humans would do just to sadistically rid the other. This is random but sometimes I do want to believe that there is an unborn genius in me. A better one than the genius I have in me now. Haha. Not manifested in all its splendor yet. Just yet.
On another hand (one must wonder how many hands I have now), kudos to you ;) If you ever read this, I just wanna tell you, thank you for opening up my eyes. It's a good thing you rid me before I rid you for if I were to be the one ridding you, it'd be not a pretty sight and don't we all love pretty ;) I'd take you back in if you'd just admit what you did. You see, denial is one of the greatest crimes. Especially if you were to divulge the secrets of a fellow friend to others (especially to former enemies), tsk. Not a very nice thing innit. If you need self annihilation, don't drag me in your small petty world. I still love what I have and my astounding sense of mindful liberalism, please and thank you. And I'd love to give you a standing ovation for being the best actress in the world, you got us all fooled. Even little naive gullible me :)
Oh well, Malaysia as usual, is under the microscope of many. Animal activists all around the globe have been scrutinizing the beautiful island of Langkawi in Malaysia. Dolphins there have been dying from multiple illnesses especially mental illnesses, believe it or not. The article just nearly ripped a hole in my heart. Dolphins. They're gorgeous. "The world's saddest dolphins." What an utter shame the saddest dolphins are in Malaysia. Here, the article.
http://www.spca.org.sg/captivedolphins.html
But really. Imagine living in a room full of mirrors. Every angle, every little degree and every step you take has a mirror. 2 out of 7 of the dolphins died. Boycott the Resorts World Sentosa in Langkawi please. Dolphins are not creatures of captivity, same as humans. How would you like to be enslaved and kept in a room full of mirrors?? And then, you'd have to do tricks, beg and be at the mercy of another. Gosh. Just read the article. It'd break your hearts. Unless you have steel hearts or something.
Another crazy thing is the man from Egypt who wants to kill a lion. He challenged a lion into a duel. All because he wants to represent Egypt; with the lion representing Israel. It's foolish nature. I miss being the animal CNN anchorman ;) Or, anchorwoman. Oh how sexist, language is. Where it's HIS tory and never HER story. HAHA!!
And the article.
http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art13309.asp
Seriously, fighting a lion barehanded. Not a very fair duel I'd say. I bet he'd drug or sedate the lion beforehand. Idiots like these should be sent back to school. This ain't madness. More like the degree of insanity already.
Anyway, I'll end here ;) Love you meows and sorry for the long hiatus.
-Madness is genius-
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