Why, why, and why and a list of thank yous..

Sigh* Everything is so confusing.. Can't wait for it all to get sorted out.. Why do we fall for all the wrong people??
I just asked Suria, what's the word for when you like that person, and that person has feelings for you but you know it'll never work or never be?? She said, it's unexplainable. No word for that.. Good answer..

And haha!! Gosh I was craving for a cold drink. As usual!! But Lynn!! Haha I cut down my cold water intake :) Yay me..Anyway, soon as I opened my fridge, guess what!! I found my Milo and milk frozen!! Haha, I put it in the freezer, just like me. Accident prone. LOL..

Phew, and I'm so happy for awesome people here in Kampar for me.. Thank you ( Not in any order), Elaine, Suria, Priya, Stevie, Sharwin, Joshy, Danni,Chua, Dv, Caline, Vishie, Mark, Ashleigh, Big Jon, Kausy, Greg, Shen, hmm.. And the lost goes on and on?? :) Chastise me if I forgot to put your name here. And yeah, to ALL the haters out there, get a life!! You hear?? GAL!! Sheesh!! Stop judging and talking if you don't want the same fate to befall you..

Kampar life, SIGH* is no joke.. One hellhole..




But the beauty of it all is mesmerizing..

Kampar has the best nature sights. Mountains, falls, mist, woo, but sadly, the heatstroke. WOW!! LOL..

And and.. How can it be?? Chemistry, Biology and math exams next week!! Sigh* Right after Christmas and right before new year?? Gotta be kidding me. But sigh* That's life. Swallow it, girl..

I can't wait for my ball python though :) Shank koo Caline :)
Shank koo Suria for helping me take care of Peanutbutterchoc when I'm not here. I know she's aggressive and slightly hard to handle. And yeah, greedy!! LOL




There, a beautiful picture of both of you :)
Well dead sleepytown here does have amazing things to offer..






There.. Falls. Majestic. Awesome. But It killed 3.. Yeah the irony of it..R.I.P, 3 of you..
Hmm in the pics above, there goes the amazing Tarzan-Chua chang wei!! He hops, he leaps, he jumps!! Haha, nope. No landing face first on rocks :) And I was Jane for a day..
Hmm, sinful monk can leap well ;) Heyy Chua, the ants were large weren't they??

Ooh yummy. Want an ice blended milo?? Without needing a blender or ice?? :) Just buy a packet of liquid milo, freeze it overnight. Yummy, tadaa, blended milo, just nice..

Hmm, wanna post something here, recalling..

Someone sent this to me.

By Mr nobody. (You will know who you are when you read this..) You sent this to me:

I will ALWAYS love you.

I love you in the daytime
and I love you
through the night.
I love you when
the sun comes up
and when the stars shine bright.

I love you in the winter,
in snow,or rain or mud.
I love you in
The springtime
When the trees begin to bud.

I love you in the summer
when the birds
sing out their call,
I love you in the autumn
as the leaves begin
to fall..

At least take time to read this.
You can do whatever you want to it after that. Tear it, burn it, shred it if you want.

I'm really sorry for all the bad times we had. I am willing to take the blame for it ALL. The fighting, the arguments, the blames, everything. I wish I could take it all back. But guess it's too late. But truly, I treasure every moment together with you even if we were quarrelling or shouting at each other, just as long as it was you.

(There's more but it's too long)

The last lines- I'm really sorry things didn't work out between us and that I wasted so much of your time and energy. I should put you in jail for stealing my <3
I loved you. I still do. And always will..

Kayy, that was how the whole card went. So far, you know it still amazes me. You have proven to be true from time to time. You've always been there. You take me seriously. But.. I'm just afraid. Why?? It overwhelms. You were willing to help me get the guy, your rival whom I loved so much for nearly 7 years and am still trying to get over. I realized, I'm a hopeless romantic as well. And I don't get over people easily.. I mean, you know who.. SIGH* I was confused about it. Both of you were just there. You know?? SIGH* I really loved you too. Gosh I'm beginning to sound so cheesy and corny. But yeah, thanks for being there, till now.

I wear a mask, not because I hide myself away from the world but because I don't express myself well.Only to people who know me well, you know who you are (mentioned on top). And I only do it through my writings and art.. Phew, complex huh ..

so yeah..

P.S# I'm santa's lil helper. And yeah, I'm a lil naughtier. And yeah, I'll spank you.
You know who you are ;)