High school blues and political issues.

Me with my straight hair :)
Yay :) Now I can choose any color I want for my font because my blog background is black :) 


Today's rant is about high school. It should end in high school. I mean, all the petty gossip about who's dating who and who got into what university, does it really matter?? Oh and about who pierced where and who got what tattoo. Such silly little things you know. Yet they want to make such a HUGE deal, surmise about it and yak. What girls do best, YAK YAK. Goodness :/ And oh, don't forget the drama. I don't know what's up with people who have already left high school and dramas!! Like ME-OW. Put your claws back in!! Nobody's gonna wanna check them out :/ Dang you know. Ppfftt. My bestie and I were just talking about excommunicating the entire high school of ours, except for a few close friends who share the same level of thinking as us. A wise man once said, "Friends come and go but it's the gems that stay." 


I just am so appreciative of what I have. The proximity (not physical) I have with my friends, I made so many wonderful friends along the way. I have Alice who I know I can bank on at any time and there's Alyssa who is one of the hottest people in town and there's Calvin who's quite a gem; he's taught me a lot, his maturity amazes me. They all seem to get me, and get what makes me tick. Of course, Lynn's always been the one who was there for me through thick and thin. I've had ex friends (as I'll consider them) who have made me shrink back into my shell. (The one I use quite often.) One of them just started spreading rumors about me saying that I've dropped out of college and I'm wasting my life away. So not true. Seriously, I wonder if some people get the adrenaline rush that junkies get by talking about others. What's the fun in it?? Karma's gonna bite back real hard :/ Ouch*


And again, there's politics in the country. They're having some major campaigning and rallying here. It's to cleanse and rid all sorts of umm, corruption?? I think it's plain stupid. As I've mentioned before (if you've read back long enough), I used to work with the refugees in Malaysia, I taught them English and in return, they taught me Burmese or the Myanmar language. The refugees from Myanmar here in Malaysia fled their country to escape the junta ruling their country. The stories I've heard were atrocious. And now, with the rallies coming up (pretty soon, on the 9th of July) people are going to "clean up" the refugee camps as well. I don't think Malaysians really get or understand the fundamental meaning of REFUGEE. The Burmese refugees come here to learn English in the hope of getting a green card to the US because life there would be so much better for them. Mum knows quite a few of these refugees and just that day, one of them came over to my place to give my mum some of his belongings and cash. He said if they raided his place, they'd take everything he owns. Ya know, no one is really safe here. Even the Internet is constantly monitored. The rally would cause an uproar and the refugees would be affected. Mum gave some of them permission to come over to my place to hide if necessary. Idiots. Sorry to say but sometimes, a revelation or a revolution is needed for eye-opening. We Malaysians would have thought the May 13th incident would have given us something to ponder on. Looks like history is repeating itself with the current situation already looking like a Gaddafi-overthrow. The margins are getting worse here, with the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer and the mediocre, stagnant.


You know, I asked some of the children I worked with. You know who the police are?? I cried when they told me," YES. They're the bad people. They took my mummy and daddy away." HELLO?? REFUGEES ARE NOT THE SAME AS ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS. FOOLS!! I'm absolutely incensed and utterly nauseated with all the stupidity of the people here. Brains are very much needed. Really. People are so scared of everything, even worried if a change happens. Change is needed. It's the only permanence, the only constant in life. With all this happening, I really only hope it's for the better. That the good will take over after they outwit the bad and that a revolution will take place. A whole new turnover.
With this, I rest my case.


-Lishia-

Reasons why I don't want children.

- I do not want them to end up like me.
- I never ever want to suffer the hurt of a mother. I am not capable.
- I do not want to waste my precious time bringing up something I know might not turn out the way I brought it up to be.
- I have to focus on my career and be selfish for once. In my entire life. The biggest decision I'm making.
- I never ever want to feel failure. Or to feel like I have failed my child. Because of my doing.
-I never ever want to bring a life into this world, only to find it suffer the consequences of my selfishness. 
- I never ever want to worry constantly about something so tedious as a child and his/her college fees.
-I never ever want to see the life I bring into this world hurt by anything else be it an external factor or an internal one.
- I will never be ready for parenthood. Many people have said I would change my mindset but I never have.
- I will always be selfish because I never really know how to express emotion. A child would suffer under me.
- I just do not see the point of bringing another life into this world when it is already so filled with the dying. Why not, just be nice and adopt a child?? After all, it is already here. And it needs so much more help than anything.


I just do not agree with certain people who want children for the wrong reasons. I am very VERY against it. If you can't handle being a parent, DON'T BE ONE. Your children would only suffer under your reign. If you are a monarchist or a sexist or something, DON'T HAVE CHILDREN. If you come from a patriarchal society, chances are you hate daughters and you have a HIGH PROBABILITY of getting one. If you want to play favoritism, do not think of having kids. And if you blame yourself and your children constantly and have UBER HIGH expectations, just WEAR A CONDOM. Please. You'd do better off without any.


-The thinker-

Marvel versus DC.

It's finally, the great old showdown. Marvel (dramatic music) versus the great DC. With the crazy increase of comic book heroes on the big screen now, it does actually look like a huge showdown between Marvel and DC though I must say that DC has already been producing a superb amount of gigantic blockbusters even before I was born :/ Batman, Superman, Spider Girl were the superheroes we admired. Together with the oh so sexy villains, Poison Ivy (yum), The Joker (played by our very own deceased Heath Ledger) and more.


How can you deny the brilliance of the masterminds of these two mega comic industries?? The money they generate from it, the legends that never seem to die. C'mon, they're back!! :) Haha. Mm, look it this. It's Poison Ivy (my favorite villain-I love how guys fall for her charm. She's irresistible) and she's looking GORGEOUS; played by Uma Thurman. 

 Her hair, her eyes, her charms=enticing. *Salivating* Haha I shall stop. 
So, who wins?? Who takes the winning trump card?? Marvel OR DC?? Both have wowed us with their absolute brilliance. Marvel and their crazy legendary amount of superheroes- Spiderman, Thor (just released), Iron Man, Captain America (coming soon), the awesome X-men and more OR, DC and their amazing round of action figures- Flash, Justice League, Superman (the only underwear-outerwear superhero), Aquaman, Batman, Green Lantern (just released) and the drool worthy list goes on. (Hope you're not bored to death at this point. Comic fans would get my enthusiasm.) HAHA It is delightful to watch the very heroes you used to fantasize about on big screen. Ooh yeah. I could go on and on about these fictional characters, they never seem to stop boggling my mind. So then again, who'd take the winning place?? 


If all of them were to get into a deadly duel for the top spot, who do you think would win?? :) LOL. I'd really love your feedback. And also, which mega comic company takes the cake?? Marvel versus DC. Both equally intelligent in their authentically genius role-playing characters. Would the humans win?? Or would the mutants take the cup?? You tell me.


Pictures for your viewing pleasure. 
From DC:


Flash.

Green Lantern

Super Man (Jack, wink* wink*)

Justice League (Drooling)

From Marvel:


X men.

 Iron Man.

Moon Knight. (He's hot and he needs a comeback!!)

Juggernaut.

Just swoon* Alright, it's back to assignments after this excitement.


-Comic fan-

Permanence??

The ruts I'm in never seem to want to let me go. They hold on, grip onto my flesh so tightly I feel bound. Bound by everything. Now the rut's become a whirlpool and it starts to suck mass in. Inward, into a never-ending feud of eternal gravity. I wonder why things happen this way. For a reason?? Yeah. That's a permanent saying. Oh well. Life as we know it. Been walking around with a numb heart for the past I don't know how long. Anger seems to be the only other emotion I feel.


Oh well. Life. As we know it. 
Just make me a permanent fixture in your lyrical mixture. For I'm at a juncture, about to puncture. 


-Numb hearted-

Dollops of thought and animal news.

The madness just had to stop. I had not even a little dollop of scrumptious time for myself. On a brighter note, I found another friend. Ah, true friends are indeed hard to come by. Alice. She's amazing. Yup, she's real; not the created version from Lewis Caroll. Whoever knew we'd strike each other's paths just like that. Minds crossed.


I seem to have forgotten the amazing adrenaline rush I get when I type out word after word that pours out of my mind. It's beautiful you know, the sensation. I miss my phone. Oh yeah, it got stolen. One of the reasons why I was too down and dumbfounded to blog. Yeah, hiatus has been my first and last name. Middle too. I'm back though, it's not like as if I died and rose again :) I'm no Jesus. Oh well. It's been quite a stressful while. Being little Miss perfectionist does not seem to do me any good at all. The world irks me. So sometimes, I build my own one, create it out of imaginary power and live in it. I'm serious, oh how I've missed this. My fingers running all over the keyboard, it's sheer utter magic as they bounce lightly on note after note. I had forgotten, alas. Forgive my dramatics but scenes sometimes, I form. For too much have I seen and watched. Too much has happened. Recently, a lot changed in my life. I mean a lot. I guess I've grown to see that yes although every human has some good in them, they do also have a substantial amount of evil manifested in them. Oh well. The things humans would do just to sadistically rid the other. This is random but sometimes I do want to believe that there is an unborn genius in me. A better one than the genius I have in me now. Haha. Not manifested in all its splendor yet. Just yet.


On another hand (one must wonder how many hands I have now), kudos to you ;) If you ever read this, I just wanna tell you, thank you for opening up my eyes. It's a good thing you rid me before I rid you for if I were to be the one ridding you, it'd be not a pretty sight and don't we all love pretty ;) I'd take you back in if you'd just admit what you did. You see, denial is one of the greatest crimes. Especially if you were to divulge the secrets of a fellow friend to others (especially to former enemies), tsk. Not a very nice thing innit. If you need self annihilation, don't drag me in your small petty world. I still love what I have and my astounding sense of mindful liberalism, please and thank you. And I'd love to give you a standing ovation for being the best actress in the world, you got us all fooled. Even little naive gullible me :)


Oh well, Malaysia as usual, is under the microscope of many. Animal activists all around the globe have been scrutinizing the beautiful island of Langkawi in Malaysia. Dolphins there have been dying from multiple illnesses especially mental illnesses, believe it or not. The article just nearly ripped a hole in my heart. Dolphins. They're gorgeous. "The world's saddest dolphins." What an utter shame the saddest dolphins are in Malaysia. Here, the article. 


http://www.spca.org.sg/captivedolphins.html

But really. Imagine living in a room full of mirrors. Every angle, every little degree and every step you take has a mirror. 2 out of 7 of the dolphins died. Boycott the Resorts World Sentosa in Langkawi please. Dolphins are not creatures of captivity, same as humans. How would you like to be enslaved and kept in a room full of mirrors?? And then, you'd have to do tricks, beg and be at the mercy of another. Gosh. Just read the article. It'd break your hearts. Unless you have steel hearts or something.


Another crazy thing is the man from Egypt who wants to kill a lion. He challenged a lion into a duel. All because he wants to represent Egypt; with the lion representing Israel. It's foolish nature. I miss being the animal CNN anchorman ;) Or, anchorwoman. Oh how sexist, language is. Where it's HIS tory and never HER story. HAHA!! 


And the article.


http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art13309.asp

Seriously, fighting a lion barehanded. Not a very fair duel I'd say. I bet he'd drug or sedate the lion beforehand. Idiots like these should be sent back to school. This ain't madness. More like the degree of insanity already.


Anyway, I'll end here ;) Love you meows and sorry for the long hiatus. 
-Madness is genius-

OMG IT'S BEEN AGES!!

It's been nearly a month since I've posted anything up. I really do miss blogging; sorry lovelies. My blog could NOT be signed in. I was so scared that I got hacked or something. Turns out blogger had a problem. I mean the blogger site. Anyway, this post is to tell you all that I still remember you ;) Missing you peeps loads and I'm gonna start posting again. Got to say bye now though. LOL I promise I'll post something on by tomorrow ;)


Lots of love <3 <3 Xx.

A funny lawsuit.

ROAR it's me :)


And so, I have a little spare time ;) Actually not supposed to be blogging since I'm in dire desperation; in such dire need of time. SIGH* If only I had more time in a day :/ So I woke up all hyper today. I don't know why :) I can't sleep for long and I think I over slept. 


So yes, I think this might be quite a known topic; Alec Loorz, suing the US government over climate change. Yes, he's only 16 years old and is such a visionary. I'm usually not into extremism but he's one guy I really would take my hats off to. The article from 'Guardian Environment Network'. 


http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/2011/may/05/sueing-us-government-climate?CMP=twt_fd

I think, to be able to create a movement like that with so much dissonance, you'd have to be passionate, creative and firm in what you believe in. Imagine, he managed to reach over 25 countries worldwide including our neighbor; Thailand. He has personally spoken to nearly 200, 000 people in presentations and speeches. He has a very big heart for a 16 year-old. Not like any other 16 year old I've seen. He talks about climate change and how our dependency on fossil fuels has changed the environment. He also talks about how the generation above ours (our fathers) have been ignorant and simply let propaganda wash over them like that. 
It starts on Mother's day. The iMatter March; a march that people all over the world are going to be joining, for the betterment of our environment; our futures. He is a Jefferson follower, I believe. LOL deduced from his quote. 


His vision is a very strong one, one that calls for a total revolution. A total change in every system; maybe even changes in legalities. But all for betterment and nothing else. I think his efforts are moving. A very interesting thing indeed, to sue the US government. At the young age of 16. HAHA I know I'm repeating myself but this is just a little mind boggling. A little difficult to swallow. I hope the iMatter march goes well, and I sincerely hope it will bring a change :P A subtle but very BIG Mexican wave would do just fine. Alec has my vote. *Impressive*


-The not so extreme environmentalist-

.Just plain bonkers.

Just because I had a pretty day :)


Mm, I have no study mojo :( Definitely need it. Sigh* I really don't think I've been doing well for this semester :'( Boo hoo. I need a cup of coffee or something. I've been craving for chocolate or cookies AND ice cream the whole day :( I love sweet food. Yum* 


Anyway, I wanted to do a fast post :P Just for fun. Stress brings out the weirdest bits hiding in me.


Random facts about me.


1. I hate odd numbers. (I've said this before.) Tee hee* :3
2. I repeat myself a lot though I try not to because I have mild OCD and mild Aspergers.
3. I MUST eat ice cream everyday.
4. Orange is my favorite color.
5. I love chili. Yes, spicy food for the win :D The spicier, the better.
6. I wear slippers in the house because mum says I leave a snail trail.
7. It's hard for me to get along with "human beans" in real life but I try my best :) Yes I do. LOL.
8. I get judged a lot because of the way I look.
9. Fanatics and hypocrites and "extra religious ninnies" tick me off. Especially those from my old church.
10. I love vodka and peanut butter. So does my dad :)


Things I wanna try.


1. Making a snow man. (Yup, I'm from a tropical country and I haven't really seen snow.)
2. Baking and cooking proper food. (Yes, I'm not much of a cook. LOL.)
3. Some Oreo stuffed chocolate chip cookies. (I'm cookie monster.)
4. Snow boarding. 
5. Swimming in ice cold water.
6. Walking with stilts.
7. Wearing an orange bikini.
8. Sleeping in a sauna.
9. Getting straight A's in calculus and Chemistry for ALL the semesters. (Yeah I'm required to do a whole load of it. Sigh*)
10. Eating nothing but ICE CREAM for a month. LOL.


Alright, going bonkers here.I shall say ciao bonita and bonito.
See you soon ;)
-Ice cream lover-

When tiny FRIED neurons take over.

Meow :3 I was having a good hair day. *Cookie monster's naughty* Yippee doodles.


It's rippling news everywhere :) The Bin Laden terror is DEAD and gone. But why only now?? Why only announce the news now?? Another form of propaganda again?? LOL much as I love dear Mister President (Obama), it feels a little odd. Did you know that 66 years ago (just short of ONE 6), Hitler was announced dead as well. Yup, announced. The actual deaths of these two notorieties are not known. Phew* Yup, both on the 1st of May, 66 years apart. HAHA. Sorry, I don't know why but I find it a little tickling.


And today, the main concern for this post is the welfare of animals in this country. Yup, the country where they misuse the hard earned money of the people; for wrong things. Sorry, I can't help but to be a little caustic and cynical. I mean, a lot of things are going wrong here and all people ever say is, "chill, it's the same everywhere." You know, SO WHAT??So what if it IS the same everywhere?? We could start by making little differences. By caring a little more; it won't kill anyone. By starting to be vocal and unafraid, we could get a little more publicity. Malaysia is already being the "talk of the day" of the UK Telegraph and many other news sites because of our leaders' apparent ignorance and stupidity. Racist comments, sick jokes and other brainless nitwit; all being highlighted :) Sigh* No condemnation here, mind you. The truth hurts sometimes.


Anyway, ZOOS!! ZOOS are the main highlight of the day. I've seen it with my own eyes. I've already reported a zoo in Malacca (sadly, no action was taken); the tapir; it was BROWN!! It's a really cute Malaysian animal; wait. I'll show you how it looks like (for my foreign buddies).

Isn't it a cutie ;) But sadly, the one I saw was scarily overweight (a sign of animal depression) AND it was FULLY BROWN!! It was filthy!! And the cute little baby grizzly I saw, was in such a cooped up enclosure. Such cruelty. It's unspeakable. These poor creatures are trapped and mistreated. 


A poor orang utan begs for cigarettes as she struggles with her nicotine addiction. Many people may think it's "cute" or funny. Wait till someone sticks a cigarette down their 1 year old child's throat. I mean, come on!! Where is the humor in giving an animal cigarettes?? They apparently find it amusing to watch Shirley (the orang utan) beg!! Although animals are of a lower rank, degrading them is TOTALLY unnecessary. Such errant zoo keepers. They should be sacked. And the newspapers were pretty reluctant to give out the zoo names. By right, ALL THESE stupid zoos and animal shows should be CLOSED DOWN!! What kind of "education" would it be for children; to see an orang utan smoking?? Or a brown tapir?? Or sick animals?? Such utter stupidity and sheer nonsense. 


http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/5/2/nation/8592117&sec=nation

Reports like the one above show how "bad" the degree of all these ignorance has come to be. Filthy enclosures, and all the other stuff in between. 


You know what?? I thought leaders had more brains. Apparently, they have TINY ones with small, fried neurons. Oh well, bummer innit. Sigh* To be lobbying for causes TOTALLY unnecessary while all these SERIOUS ISSUES go unnoticed. 


On a lighter note, kudos to Obama for whatever it is he has planned and has up his sleeve ;) Meow and I shall sign off.


-The mad STARK angry, ANGRY animal lover-

Imitation, the best form of flattery??

Lookie here ;) It's Prof. Porny Dimples. HAHA!! Kidding alright. I felt naughty wearing a pair of specs that day :/ As usual, last week of college was hectic. Presentations after MORE presentations. Sigh* Oh well.

I've been getting a lot of "fan base" lately. Yup, after my performances in the competition I joined (in college), many people have been coming up to me; telling me how much they enjoyed my shows and how they can't wait to see me performing again. And I got a job offer which I didn't even apply for :/ Pertaining to my title, I'm a little irked. Yes, mad-check. Angry-check. Raving?? Nearly there.

I've had it to my eyeballs with spineless idiots. I have people "pretending to be me". Now on my social networks, I get losers who take my pictures as their own. It's really annoying and my nerves are starting to twitch more than normal. It is REALLY ANNOYING when people seem to admire you and then they start copying the way you dress, the way you talk, your style, EVEN your wardrobe style. Yes, there are ninnies like that. Imitation is the best form of flattery?? Hmm, I don't think so. I do not like my pictures to be used for the wrong reasons. Ppfftt. It's irritating. I used to get girls copying my clothing style. Of course, I had no right to say anything; I was alright with that. But using my pictures and claiming them as their own?? That's a little over the top innit. Sigh*

Oh well, life's like that.

-Bugged-