Not for the faint hearted. SERIOUSLY!!

The soviet Union flag.

Yes!! Lil has already taken out the cockroach she killed. She left it in my bathroom :) Sheesh she!! And she claims to have arachnophobia.I think it's more of arachnohatred. She said if she comes across daddy-long-legs spiders, she'd chop off their legs and then rename them daddy-short-legs. HAHA!! And we were coming up with new quotes. The talk to my elbow, you're not worth the arm extension quote was getting a little old.Although it always seems to shut Joshy aka Joshua up ;) So I came up with this........
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Talk to my toes. You're not worth any body part extension and it's easier for you because you're way down there. ( A little long but WAY more insulting. P.S, use it only when REALLY necessary ;)

Topic change.

Soviet Union was made up of 15 socialist republics. Major WOW. The Tsar must have been a very famous man.

Anyway...

Human trafficking especially into the sex trade is so 'happening' these days. Stories like that are often tear jerking and wow, they are pretty much censored. Have just finished a book. An awesome read, also a true story about a woman who survived, escaped and fought for her rights in the sex trade. She was duped into becoming a prostitute. By a friend. She's Ukrainian and her name is Oxana Kalemi. Her book's a worth buy. Real steal. I really admire her perseverance. Were I in her shoes, I'd have long committed suicide. Next to her story, what we worry about may seem trivial.

Book title by Oxana Kalemi- Mummy, come home.



A picture of the demolition of a cathedral during the Soviet Union empire. Open religion was suppressed and women were treated second class or worse than animals. Even today, women are treated worse than dogs in some places. I think even pets get better treatment. SIGH* Pretty upsetting...


A picture of Boris Yeltsin, the president of Russia, standing on a tank protesting. The Soviet Union very much like the Hitler generation bred a generation of people who only mostly knew violence. The kids were actually taught to hate black and colored people, religion, and anything foreign. Back then, Lenin was their God. Girls had to obey their husbands and were often raped by their husbands' friends for wanting to work. All they wanted was food for their starving children. And.... The rest is history :(

P.S-The next scene is only for the above thirteens. Not for the week-hearted. Sorry for the vulgarity but that's exactly what the convo was like.

"Tell me you want a fuck. Tell me you're a bitch, a f*cking whore", he said.

She kept silent. Wasn't it enough that he was raping her??

"Say it!! Or i won't finish. Say you're a f*cking slag!! A whore!!", he yelled.
"No", she whispered, crying.
A sharp pain hit her in the gut. He was slapping against her butt cheeks.
"Just say it!!"
"I'm a whore", she cried, giving in.

"AGAIN!!"he screamed.

"I'm a bitch",she cried again, void of expression.

.... He finally, FINALLY stopped.

That, was one, I repeat, ONE of the gory scenes from Mummy, come home. The WORST part of all is that it really happened. It wasn't a playtime acting role playing thing. Seriously gory stuff took place. And that wasn't the worst scene yet. It was like readin through an epic from Sodom and Gomorrah or a woman's guide to hell if there's such a thing.

Thank goodness there's help for women now. If anyone reading this knows of anybody in that kind of situation, please please alert the authorities. Hiding stuff makes it worst and the sin will be yours then.

Ten, I know your father hits your mum. And I know he does stuff to you too. Shaz as well. But unless you both don't want me to say anything, I won't. You both have my word on the confidentiality part but I'm VERY tempted to alert someone about what's happening in your families. You can't go on being touched by someone if you don't want it. Especially if it's your father. It's eating into me and reading stories like Oxana's is really.... You know.

Anyway, for those who need help, there's the Befrienders in Malaysia. And others... There's also the POPPY Project based in London for people who have been trafficked.

020 7735 2062. That's the number. Don't hesitate. PLease...You're more worth it.
Have you heard Sigur ros' songs yet? They're awesome!! Just to lighten things after those terrible issues.


Gosh, reading and hearing about stuff like that is just deppressing innit.

Haha!! Me looking silly in a pair of owl sunnies :)Again, to lighten things up.



Then again, i can't resist but I've to add. HOW CAN A FATHER ACTUALLY THINK OF HURTING HIS OWN DAUGHTER?? Incest is the worst most heinous crime. Eg., Joseph Fritzl. SHEESH!!

Oh and by the way, I keep mentioning the Soviet Union because Ukraine used to be part of it. And they brought up a generation of prejudice.



These are innocent victims traded and sold for money in the sex trade.

Another one.

May God have mercy on their torturers.

Sorry for the gory stuff. Am feeling angsty!!

Signing off, Shia.