Babies, Hitler and abortion.

Feeling a wee little bit sad today :) Haha I don't even know why :)


Oh well, guess I do. People. Just saddening. My close friend, she's in so much of trouble, she's settling for the guy she's with right now and of course, I see fully, regret and pain in her eyes. Trivial, I know. Yet, it's there. Just there. Sometimes, she talks to me about it but often times hides it behind that mask she wears everyday. It's disheartening, pretty much.


And, oh. It's that time of the month again :( Guys have it better sometimes. LOL. Girls go through lots of pain. Haha!! 


So much on my mind, so little time. As usual. Oh well, grandma's here, as you all know. She's getting on my nerves. Haha. She's Cantonese speaking and oh my goodness, I can't even say a proper sentence. 


You know, would you rather abort your child if you were raped, girls?? Or if your boyfriend was abusive, he doesn't want to get married and you come from a very conservative background. Would you jeopardize your future because of the child who might end up growing up with negative values due to the already pre-written past?? One of my friend's friend is pregnant and yeah, it's awful, all the dramas encasing it. I have to blog about this, I comforted her on Monday yet, it's still imprinted in my brain like an engraving. The beautiful girl, poor thing. She's suicidal and she hates the child in her womb right now. I really don't know what to say about all this. :( 


Adolf Hitler's mother actually wanted to abort him. It was because of a kindly nurse that persuaded her to keep him, that she actually kept him. Imagine if he was aborted, the whole course of History would probably be changed significantly. Sigh* 


Too much sadness in today's post :) I'll sign off here and come back and blog about an interesting topic :)


Toodles, folks.
Love, Shia.

Boxers and libido.

*Meow* That's me :) Heck yeah, boxers are the MOST COMFY home attire :)

For some, it's heartbreak after heartbreak and the cycle never ends. For others, they manage to snag out of it. It's all in the matter of how the Roulette table is spun. 

So again, I'd like to talk about Chandni Bar.
But before that, my grandma's here :) Tee hee* The Cantonese speaking one. I don't speak a word of it. It's awful, have been trying to keep up with her Cantonese lectures :P Change ONE TINY part of the WORD and it becomes a different word altogether :) I actually accidentally told her the last time that I didn't wear my pussy :P She was shocked speechless. (Oh well, I'm known for giving little old ladies heart attacks) ;) Teehee* 

Sorry I keep changing the font color. It's to make sure you all enjoy looking at my blog :) Haha!!  Anyway, sigh* if you all would like it, please watch the show Chandi Bar. Sorry I'm being so repetitive. It's just so saddening watching people live such desolate lives when we can't do a thing to help them. Conscience and stuff.


Okie, have to run down to bathe the dogs. Gosh, my blogger libido's high today ;)


Ta, lots of love, Xx.

A woman is not a whore.

ure, quoting Kit, my close friend.

Me being silly. Cookie monster!!

Sometimes, we're not as unfortunate as we think we are. 

I bawled my eyes out literally. Watched a Hindi movie (with subtitles of course), it's called, Chandni Bar. 

Really, I think sometimes, we as human beings just mope and whine about the superficial. Me included. We all think our lives are screwed up. Little do we know the amount of pain and suffering that our neighbors go through. With the term "neighbors", I mean people just next door. In neighboring countries perhaps?? The crazy Junta regime for instance. I know of a few refugees, from Pakistan, Myanmar and India. They were ousted just because of religion. Yes, even by converting, in some countries, you'd lose your identity, your home, your family even; if they are prosecuted, and you'd be shunned by society. Look at our lives, we have ample food daily, water supplies, clothes on us and a roof over our heads. As long as we have shelter, we are considered one of the 20% of the more fortunate ones. The rest are just desolate and homeless.

Human trafficking as I'd like to stress on it again, isn't an issue to be taken lightly. It has adverse psychological effects to the victims, and also the victims' families. A lot of things happened which has made me come to various conclusions and yeah, my eyes are opened now. 

Women in India, and certain Middle Eastern countries are still being treated like lower class citizens. In the movie Chandni Bar, I saw a mother's love towards her children, vicious circles and cycles that cannot be broken, lost dreams, crushed ambitions, lost loves, and more. Heart wrenching.

One of the quotations from the comments on the film: A woman is not a whore, only another human. How true that rings, how true.

I hope by telling you peeps about the many grief issues that are taking place in most countries, you'd be more aware and try to involve yourselves and help these innocent people. Most who are victimized are young girls under 12 because virgins are more sought after, they are believed to be able to cure AIDS and HIV diseases. How untrue that rings.

Some vicious cycles CANNOT be broken, no matter how hard we try to prevent them. It's just a very bleak grim world that we live in I say. The evil natures of Earth's very citizens is alarming. Fathers that are capable of pawning or pimping off their daughters or even wives, just to get some alcohol down their systems, where's the conscience in men anymore?? I'm not gender discriminating, merely pointing out certain issues.

Thankfully, not all men are like that; I'm blessed with wonderful grandpas, and dad, he's just awesome. 

Okie, enough with the melodramatics.

I'll hang up here. But, please, be more aware. Women and children can be pulled into the sex trade ANY TIME. Vigilance is better than cure.

Love you all!!

Eyebrows?? Where??

Guess what, folks ;)


The infamous Mona Lisa ain't have no eyebrows :P


Maybe they were burnt off. Or maybe something happened to her eyebrows like some hair-eating monster ate it. Face alopecia?? Who knows. Haha!!


That's all folks. Will blog more later.


Toodles. Xx.

Femme Fatale.

Me and my mealworms. For Midnight, my tarantula :)

Okie, these few days, I've been on my "feminine rampage". It's not as harmful as you think it is ;) Just been chastising the ways of men. Men as in boys, guys?? :) And ONLY a certain group. Hmph, my country's horrendous ruling governing authority. *Mock horror* I am in NO WAY comparing them to other country's governing systems but please. 


Which politician would call another tribe/ethnicity in the country "customers to the main race"?? Please. You tell me. I have had enough of this nonsense :)


Also, I'm very very mad at the STUPID POLICE SYSTEMS IN Malaysia. Come on, they DEMAND for our identity cards when we're at home?? They raid parties just to get extra cash, they rape our women when we make police reports, and they also harass us indirectly. Most of the police in my country are men. They think they can intimidate us women, I would say: Oh, try me!!


Sigh* I just wish they would respect women. Even an ounce of it is fine. Men here, they take religion out of context, and do a buck load of other moronic things. I actually am lashing out now. TOO MUCH. Suppression and oppression are the only two things we're given. Seriously.


Okie, I've to head down for dinner. I'll come back up and blog on the consumption of plastic and how it affects males. Alright?? :) Also after I teach my baby sister some Chemistry. She has her major papers coming up!!


Love you all, boys and girls alike. Xx. 
Shia.

Taxonomy, NOT for the faint hearted.

So, there I was on Twitter :) And something gory came out. Someone from one of the Science websites asked for the name of this animal. Classified under the branch of taxonomy. He apparently found this dead animal and was trying to figure out its species.


Here goes. Some pictures of how the creature looks like.

Some say it's an otter, others have different opinions. It does have the claws of a rodent or some land marsupial like creature. But yeah, what it is, we don't know :)

Okie, enough with the gore. LOL.

Night for real now. Sweet dreaming!! <3 <3

Addictions. And studies :)

A century old pictures of Jack and I :P (Might be familiar) *Wink*

So today, studies show that, *Crazy music* ALCOHOL IS MORE HARMFUL THAN HEROIN!! Seriously, let's all do some weed, coke and ecstasy to celebrate the potent-ness of alcohol :P Haha!! Okie, I'm feeling a little bit nutty here. Wee bit. Just a tad bit :P
Hungry!! Should I go down and raid my kitchen or not?? Hmm. Okie, dang I'm hungry. I shall go down and grab some treats :) 


Back. Went down and grabbed a muffin. Yum* Didn't really have dinner :P Had a bout of diarrhea because of overdoing chillies?? :P I love chili. Yum* Okie, I'm really hyper and I don't know why. Have been babbling to some of my online friends. LOL. I just found out that my ex uni is only giving a day off for a Deepavali celebration?? That's nuts. How do they expect students to go back to their hometowns and head back like that?? Ppfftt. Estupidez idiotas. (Spanish and Hebrew swearing) :P Deepavali is New Year celebrations for the Indian people by the way :) The festival of light. It's beautiful and the food is TO DIE FOR. I love Indian sweets and the culture, gorgeous!! My ex uni was quite an "all chinese" university. They could get pretty racist with things. Hmph.


So yeah, it's quite cool, this research done. Alcohol and tobacco are proven more harmful than cocaine and even weed. Or heroin. Why then is alcohol legalized?? My friend (YQ the genius) came up with an answer and it is also proven. Alcohol and tobacco are more addictive than the rest of the "illegal drugs". So yeah, guess who holds the profits!! Yup, you guessed it right :) Companies and governments. All business schemes and tactics that we fall for. Nicotine in cigarettes is like a bondage, it attracts the consumer, he/she wants more and more. Unlike weed (marijuana) or heroin which can still be done without. Imagine, all the taxes on the drinks and cigarettes, all the "customs cash" and all. Governments swipe them up. It goes into their pockets. Ppfftt.


Independent Scientific Committee on Drugs (ISCD), Britain determined that alcohol got an overall "harm score" of 72. Heroin came in second with a score of 55, with crack cocaine a close third at 54.

Taken from the BBC news online website.

So yeah, let's all call for a strike :) To legalize marijuana, cocaine and heroin!! Woots* I'd get into trouble, man :P

Okie, due to my overtly hyperactivity, I'll have to go and work out :) I have no idea why. Goodnight and good day yo!! 

P.s# Josh, Joshua Wright?? Sorry I haven't been replying your comments. I can't seem to get into my comment box ;)

Hugs and kisses* Love, Cookie Monster ;)

Shizznizzles.

Yet another vampy shot.

So many things. So little time. All too familiar, the day old rhyme :)
Oh life. It eats us from the inside out when we least expect it :P

Sigh* As usual, many things on the brain. I won't be surprised if it explodes one fine day. Or rather implodes. Sigh* So many awful things happening everywhere. Sorry for the unconscious or maybe conscious sighing.

Indonesia was struck again by so many natural disasters. One after another. Earthquakes and tsunamis and also volcanic eruptions. Many innocent lives were taken.

Also have been reading up on the Agent Orange, the apparent herbicide that caused SO MANY fatalities till today. Okie, perhaps I'm a little outdated :) But yeah. They recently rounded up more victims of the poisonous spread and took more photos. Awful, I tell you. Everything is happening at lightning speed.

So many things. Death and rebirth of evils, breath of life and everything else in between. Sorry I sound so vague. I'll post another post up when I properly clear all this mumble jumble in my brain.

I should probably name my brain, "Brian". I always misspell brain because I type too fast :P

Okie, I love you all, cookiemunsters. Will try post another post up tonight when I'm clearer on my views. Dang, my blog is getting dead. LOL. Ta!!

Rambles.

Watched an episode of CSI with vampirism as a cult in it :) Awesome shizzle.

I'm kinda lazy to blog :( Haha. It's 1: 27 am here in Malaysia. Haven't even brushed my teeth yet :P I'm in bed though.

I'll post up some pictures of me and Thev in Halloween make up alright?? :) Promise I'll blog more in the next blog post. Meow* ;)

Thev and I :) Note the elaborate drawings on her face. *Phew*

Toodles and good night ;)

Halloween and dumbos.

Thev and me dressed up for Halloween. Yeah, too early :) I know. For fun :P She was some goth spiderling lady. I was a gothic vampire. had no other costume :P

Some "people" just never learn from the past. From past mistakes.

I'm tired of being pushed down. One day, "they" will know. They will see how many good people they would have lost. let them be. Let them open their huge big fat mouths and cuss at us. Let them. When they self destruct, they'd be crawling back to "us" for help. then, we can have the last laugh. I've given up hope on this place. Sad to say. I'm not saying "anything bad." I'm just doing a mental applause for their apparent "smartness and intelligence."

Let's just all see how well they work. Not only them, back stabbers. Let's sit back and watch them self destruct, my lovelies. Trust me, it'll be worth watching.

Anyway, need some shut eye.

Love you peeps.