December woes.

It's rude to stare, so stop, she says :) *Just kidding* Read on ;)

It's the month of December now in Malaysia :) All I can say is CHRISTMAS is here!! YAY* Hopefully, I don't have to go back to Ipoh to celebrate it. Yeah, that's where mum is from and trust me, it's awful going back there. Horrid nosey relatives who just love burying their noses into my affairs saying, "I care." I don't, so they should learn to back off and stop pointing fingers and blaming others.


Sigh* Sorry about the ranting :) You know, sometimes, we wished we could just turn time around. Reverse it. So many "if only"s in our lives. Don't you think?? I wish, if only, if I could have.. All too familiar, these phrases are. I've been walking in a daze for a few days. I woke up today feeling SO MUCH better :) I have to go down and bathe Woffle though. She's been having these amazing tic attacks :/ Poor baby. 


So many things on my "brian". LOL. Should probably start clearing them off. I'm crossing my fingers (and toes) hoping that next year starts off well and also, I hope that this Christmas would be an enjoyable one :) Let's all hope for a better tomorrow. Too much has been happening these days :/ It is kind of disappointing. In a way. Bluh :)


Mum's been having so many calls from parents who have autistic kids so yes, my house is going to be like an asylum again :/ Haha!! For those who don't know, mum's a psychologist and she's getting SO MANY clients right now :/ Or patients. Talking about patience, it's something I need :) 


Another random fact: I wish I had a chinchilla!! They're so cute. Although I think I have too many pets as for now :P


Mum sometimes threatens to throw my poor pet tarantula away when she's angry. LOL yup, I have a tarantula (brachypelma boehmei) I think, a large tortoise, 2 smaller terrapins, 2 dogs, fish and some weird garden animals :) But look at this.

Isn't it the cutest thing?? LOL it's a type of rodent and is slightly bigger than ground squirrels. Native to the Andes Mountain, South America. It's adorable!! Oh, I took this picture from Wiki by the way :) 

Oh, yuck* I have morning breath :/ I'd better head to the bathroom to brush thy teeth. Alright, I'll blog more later in the day :) Okie??

Love you all. Xx,

Shia.

P.s# Things to do in December:

1. Be a larger rebel.

2. Get my driving license.

3. Lose some weight if I can.

4. Celebrate Christmas with friends. (It's usually with ze familia.)

5. Hang out with Lynn!! ( Ze bestie.)

6. Meet up with Priya. Yay*

7. Start on my next semester's subjects.

8. Get a bigger stock of candy :p

9. Polish up my dance skills.

10. Paint the town red.

P.s.s# Left something in the CBOX for Josh Wright ;) Aaron Howell, I miss you and that "brian" of yours. Hopefully the government is not on your back!! Lots of love, xx.

Shizzle bungles.

Kiss me, she says. In her ballet flats, dancing the night away under the pouring, streaming moonlight. The only love that remains :)

Going through a blogger's midlife crisis. Ppfft. Once again, so many things on my mind, so little time to do :( I don't know which to start with and bluh.


Have to start working out. Tone up this sack of mine. LOL.


Ten essentials I carry around: 


1. A book.
2. A pen and paper.
3. My notebook computer.
4. My phone.
5. My ipod.
6. My Tamagotchi.
7. Eyeliner.
8. Lippies.
9. Candy/ chocolate.
10. Tissues :)


Sigh* Sometimes, I sit and I ponder. I wonder, about yonder. Sigh* Some days, it feels like the light will never come. Some days, I feel like I'm running in circles in a dark tunnel. Who, oh who is going to pull me out?? :) I need the help of only one. The creator. 


Everything, everything is just going to turn out alright. Just let's have a little faith :)
Faith: The only weapon in our arsenal that can battle doubt.


With this, I bid farewell me lovelies :)
LOTS OF LOVE. Xx.

A Miss Moon post. (After her sabbatical.)

My apologies to my fans, for the long sabbatical that I took. I had too many idiots writing to me and yeah, I have to help each and every one of them :/ That's what quack psychiatrists/counsellors are for ;)


-Miss Moon-


So here was one of the latest letters from a poor girl that got me all riled up. I was never irked worse. Guys, seriously, you better start treating your ladies right. Or else, you'll see a whole new generation of hot lesbians. Guy haters ;)


Here it goes:




Dear Miss Moon,


I saw your column in the papers. You seem like a very understanding columnist. Well, I've been having a lot of guy woes :( Guys, they never treat me right. My ex boyfriend, he used to beat me, hit me, and literally smash me up. Even in public. He drove me to my limit and I dumped him. I nearly lost all my friends because I never heeded their advice. I loved him a lot. 


Well, recently, I started dating again. My ex boyfriend however, is very unhappy about it. He hacked my Facebook account just to see who my new guy is. I was so angry. Never felt worst in my entire life. He begs me everyday and he calls me, telling me all this awful sob stories. Miss Moon, I'm a very soft hearted person. I feel so bad. Should I go back to him??


This new guy I'm dating now as well, he's a jerk. I don't know why, Miss Moon. I attract the worst jerks that exist on this huge planet. He hung up on me that day when he found out I still keep in touch with my ex. He also called me a b*tch and a sl*t. He even called my friend that when she tried to defend me. He's a serial monogamist and is highly egoistic. Sometimes I LOATHE guys so much I want to kill the entire population. Sigh* Miss Moon, help me out, please.


Yours truly,
Miss Broken E.


My reply:


Dear Miss Broken E,


Leave all these jerks. You deserve better. I have been stalking you and you are one of the most GORGEOUS girls I have seen, albeit shallow and bimbotic
but that aside, you're beautiful, girl.


All these egoistic morons, they don't deserve any attention. Not even the slightest nod of your head or the tiniest flick of your hair. (As dry as it is.) I know what you can do. Call both of them, invite them to your house. Do a weird double date kind of thing without them knowing. Get them drunk. Try and play wise. Seduce them, tease them, do it one by one. At the same time. Alternately, and make up excuses like say, you have to rush to the toilet, or change your outfits or you know, get some cuffs or something. Oh and do please handcuff them to the chair (preferably roller chairs.) Intoxicate them the best you can. Once both of them are equally drunk, wheel them into one room. Then, unlock the handcuffs you bound them with. Immediately leave and lock the door of the room they're in after that. Let them battle it out :)


Intoxicated guys are the funniest. They bash and they fight and especially since they hate each other. Your ex hates the current and vice versa. They deserve a huge smashing and pretty girls like you, don't get dirty hands ;)


Be wise my child. Love,
Miss Moon.




Headlines the next day: Two guys found dead in an apartment room. Both had battered skulls and handcuffs were found at the crime scene. It was a terrible death for the both of them. 


My respond to that:
Good :) She played wise. She's not charged or anything, just the two morons that deserved it; they got their punishment :) *EVIL GRIN*
Mission accomplished.


Cheerios, Miss Moon. Xx.

Things to do, Canaan and hotels.

On a sunny day, the sun says, let me rain down :) Poured his golden rays down. Oh so beautiful, the sun. Sigh*

Yay me. I'm feeling absolutely evil today. Fantastic. Not such a good timing to be an evil ninny :P


Had such a horrible night last night. Ppfftt, the electricity went off at night at about midnight?? Lil (my baby sister) and I had our final exams. We were supposed to ya know, :) be burning some midnight oil at the very last minute. Sigh* It just had to happen at the right time. Man, was it hot. Studying under torchlights ain't that fun either. Thank God for the insane family I have. Yup, there's only four of us but we're equally nuts. In our own ways. Dad said, "let's go for a field trip!!" 


C'mon, at night?? In the middle of the night??
But yeah :) We did anyway. It was too hot to stay at home (Malaysian weather is terrible.) So we packed our books and bundled into the car in our pj's. Even mum :) In her pj's. *Snigger* It was quite fun :) We crashed in a hotel. Poor dad, driving us back and forth. The hotel was quite full so yeah, we only had a room to the four of us (I'm not complaining though), it was fun. Dad, Lil and I slept on the bed for awhile and mum, poor mum :( She slept on two chairs pushed together. She's very sacrificial, that woman. Phew* So there you go. Oh, and we ate chips all night long. It's a wonder we aren't obese yet. We guzzle junk!! So there, one of our crazy adventures :P 


Malaysia is known as a land of food. It's like Canaan. Full of honey and grapes. Haha forgive my blatant over exaggerating. Wow, I feel like my thoughts are flowing back. I feel so much better after the paper. I loathe exams!! Wait, I know everyone does but I MAJOR LOATHE THEM. So, I'm breathing tremendous sighs of relief right now :)


Things to do for now:


-Focus on getting my driving license.


-Dig out some of my old books and try to master some Latin :) Or Hebrew. *Ancient texts are beautiful, mind you*


-Eat up all my candy :) Yup!! I bought a whole new stash. Thanks, Tonez :P Appreciate it. I got Laffy Taffy's, Bottle Caps and more Wonka Nerds. They rock my socks!!


-Finish up my Stephen King's novels.


-Laugh like a maniac. (Haven't done that in quite some time.)


-Go shopping!! FOR CHRISTMAS!! I can smell the gingerbread and the bells. Practically!! I miss Christmas in Aussie though :(


-Just go crazy and let my hair down. AND paint the freaking town red ;)


Meow* Unleash the WILD :) Happy four to somebody!! :)

Emi and I. She's really pretty :) And me, as a pornstar. I miss masquerade parties!! DANG. 

For now, love you my meowie shiztaz!! ;) <3 <3

Mirrors. The vanity of it all.

What I do best :P Smile. Haha. *Being cheesy* Freaking out for the final exam tomorrow.

Very disappointed with the police in the country. They think that, just because they have power and weapons, they can do as they wish or as they like. Oh and they act in groups and have excellent cover ups. Oh sigh* My horrid, finals are tomorrow. Thank the Good Lord it's only A PAPER!! LOL.


As promised, weird superstitious facts on mirrors :P My best friend. LOL the vanity. Ppfftt.


-Never look into a mirror by candlelight, it may show you a very haunted version of your home.
-If you stare into a mirror between two tall white candles you might see the spirit of a loved one who has passed away. And their soul is stuck in your mirror.
-Always cover a haunted mirror during a thunderstorm lightning will release the ghosts.
-It is considered a bad omen to receive a mirror from a deceased persons home as a present.
-If a mirror in the house falls and breaks on its own, A evil ghost is trying to escape it's mirror prison.
-A baby should never be shown its own reflection before it is a year old, else it will stutter or grow no bigger than it is or die before it turns one.
-Many families cover a mirror if someone dies, as they believe that the mirror will capture the dead person’s soul, thus preventing its entry into heaven.   
When a person is bad in life many say let them be trapped in mirror it is better then going to Hell!
-And if someone sees their reflection in a mirror from a room where someone has recently died, they will die soon too.
-It is said that if ghost wanders your home during the night, a mirror can capture it. 

What to do when you break a Ghost Haunted mirror!?! 

Go to the nearest Haunted Cemetery place a piece of the mirror on a grave or on top of a tomb or headstone and the hex will be lifted right away.

Directly after breaking the mirror, turn around three times counterclockwise. Then three time clockwise. Go to a church and get holy water and bless the spot where it broke. And say aloud 9 times:

"Spirit ,specter, ghoul, or ghost, Fear now the power of God and his blessed Host! Flee this spot where you were fallen and set free, and in your eternal rest you shall ever be!"

On the first night after breaking the mirror, light a blessed white candle on the spot where it fell.

Although viewed with suspicion by some, it is generally said that having a large number of Haunted mirrors around you is lucky. This is probably because it reflects your home and puts many ghosts walking through the reflected rooms

The Haunted mirror is symbolic among other things, when hung in a litchen or dining room. Hang one beside the table in the dining room or kitchen to attract wealth and food to the home.

No new mirror should be hung in the room a person has died in for 16 months after. And it should be a new mirror not one from another room that once caught their reflection.

Dining room and kitchen mirrors feed hungry ghosts or Voodoo Spirits. The reason is the beilef that the ghost eat the reflected food set out before them. Some cultures say this form of dumb supper taken from the southern style Marie Laveau Hoodoo Voodoo traditions. This works better in communicating with a ghosts and Spirits or Loa's that expect to be fed. And often the Ghosts will not be apeased until a banquet is set out before them.

If you see people you know who have died in your mirror but they have never been reflected in it until then. They are trying to warn you of something. Be carefull and ask for a message aloud at midnight. They will answer!!
This ain't mine :) I took it from a site online. It's really cool. So yeah :) I hope I manage to blog more. Sigh* Exam stress :/


I miss you guys, all my love,
Xx, Lish :)

The way things are.

Rock on!! She says :)

It's funny how some things can change; can be swept away in the blink of an eye.
Someone gets "taken away", some just leave, some have no choice, some are bound and there are lots more. Life, we could just say. A whole whimsical limmerical story with sometimes twisted story lines. Where does it start, where does it end?? So many questions taking us on funny little quaint boat rides.  Through and to, hike and climb. Okie, I don't make sense anymore. Haha.


Just feeling a little off balance these few days :) Maybe it's the weather. Maybe it's just me :) Gosh, suddenly I'm so sleepy. It's like a droning sensation. Must be the weather. It's horrible, the way it keeps revolving from the hot degree to the cold. Malaysian weather. Ppfftt. I keep craving for funny kinds of food :) Of course not to such a weird extent. Just stuff like corn chips, ice cream, maybe some gelato, or pastel de queso :) LOL.


Yay. I just asked my dad to help me get some corn. In a cup and on the cob. Sheesh, I'm going to be real corny tonight :P There's so much to eat in this country. Literally, ANY TYPE of cuisine at AMAZING prices :0 Seriously. Okie, enough with the funny poo poos.


I'll come on later and blog on mirrors and their superstitions :) Yay* Nasi lemak for dinner :) It's some kind of umm, Indonesian/Malay food?? Where they use coconut milk and steam it with rice :D Deliciozo. Yum* Delectable.

There :) That's how it looks like. I'm stuffed now!! Phew*

I'll go do the dishes and come back here again :) Meow* she says ;)

Long live the Gypsies.

Meow* She says. And a Rawr* with that :) *Edgy much.*

What comes to your mind when I mention gypsies?? Nomads?? Secret ancient societies?? Curses, charms and spells?? Or even dirty old hags?? Maybe scruffy children and caravans?? Hmm, condemned souls that cannot keep their land?? Or liabilities even?? 

I mean, c'mon. Even Hitler tried to eradicate them. Long live the gypsies man. They came to outlive Hitler and he couldn't kill them off, hard as he tried to :) Haha. He must be an angry man in his grave :) 
"Why are there still Jews and Gypsies roaming this Earth when I'm rotting in my grave?? Ggrr." ---->> Must be on his mind :) LOL we'd never know.

Anyway, I feel like they are pre judged. Bias presumptions are put on them and thus they become what people think they are and think them to be. Everyone needs a chance. They have pretty unique histories as well. They still remain one of the most persecuted people around today. Most countries don't really accept them. They are chased off American land simply because they are on common land, and common land is owned by tax payers. Basically, that's what people tell their kids.  When the truth is that, they are pre judged and hated by society because they have a different lifestyle altogether. They are considered crooks and a threat to children. People fear them for various reasons.

The English term Gypsy (or Gipsy) originates from the Greek word for "Egyptian", Αιγύπτιοι (Aigyptioi, whence modern Greek γύφτοι gifti), in the belief that the Romanies, or some other Gypsy groups (such as the Balkan Egyptians), originated in Egypt, and in one narrative were exiled as punishment for allegedly harbouring the infant Jesus.This exonym is sometimes written with capital letter, to show that it designates an ethnic group. 

This is an extract taken from one of the articles on the history of Gypsies.

Gypsies come from many different ethnicities. Indians, Irish, Finnish and more have lines of gypsies. Gypsies are even persecuted till today. One of the countries that has been performing sterilization on gypsy women is Czechoslovakia, which began the routine in 1973. It is said to be   beneficial to society because they are reducing the "liabilities".

Gypsies are one of the most persecuted ethnic groups and I would like to say, give them a chance. Seriously, they're not all that bad. Don't pre judge people. 

Also, I'd like to say, dare to be different!! 

So what?? :) Throw on those hot clothes, get up and strut about. Being different is edgy, hot and sexy. 
To all the girls out there, you ARE BEAUTIFUL :) Don't let words bring you down. Really, you ALL are beautifully and wonderfully made; no matter what size and height/ race/ ethnicity/ skin color you have or are from. Someone who'll accept for who you are and not how you look like is definitely a keeper :)

And to you, jerk, (JTHJ) you know who you are. You're dead :) You lied to her, you brought down my name, humiliated me publicly behind my back, and now you'll bear the consequences of it. I just hope you'll be prepared ;)

To all my bloggermunkeys,

All my love :)  <3 <3

Xx, Shia.    

Snorkellies :P

Me, Chin and Vee :)

There's so much to do. Yet again, haha!! So little time :P


I bought some new little gadgets today :) Okie, they're more like toys. Haha!! Freaking awesome!! They used to be a craze in the last decade.

Meet my Tamagotchi, it's a Mametchi. I'm really not sure what they're called in English. They're from Japan and yeah, that explains the weird names ;)

And now, meet Kuchi :) Haha. Such weird creatures. They're digital pets so I can carry a "pet" around everywhere.

Haha the price shot up. My friends used to have these and they only cost 45 bucks. Mine cost 90 bucks :/ Dang, I hope they don't spoil. LOL.

Had so much fun yesterday, bumming around the malls. Lil is having one of her major high school exams so yeah, she went out for the last time :) One last gulp of air before the horror!! Haha. Sometimes, messes are what make people secure. I admit, I'm a little like that too. My room although not THAT messy, still has messes in strange clumps, just the way I like it :)

Also came to the realization that sometimes, messes like hair can be security blankets for women. Weird security blankets, I know :P Even hair. It does take some gut to FINALLY be able to chop off our oh so glorious manes :) Seriously. But wow, the enigmatic freedom and joy after that. Just surprising. Some girls cut their hair after a break up :)

Okie, enough with the rambling :) Will come up and blog later again ;) About something more substantial. Loads of love, hugs and kisses,

Lishia. Xx.

Hyper effects and fetishes.

Sorry for the super long no update period :) The Internet line here has been down. The Malaysian weather is quite unpredictable and when it rains, the line gets really bad :)


I wonder why. Too many things running through my "Brian". (The name I gave my brain.) Haha. I'm so hyper. Haven't been sleeping the whole night :/ I had some Indian candies which are major sweet!! Dang. I'm so hyper. It's 5.43 am here.
LOL I went to the cinema with someone special today. Thai horrors are terrible. I mean, horror flicks are supposed to get us trembling but I was laughing my pants off :/ And I assumed or rather presumed that Thai horror flicks were scary. Ppfftt.


Hey, where do things go when they go missing in your house?? :) I'm wondering. I can lose quite a number of things in my house. It's funny. No matter how much I turn it all inside out, upside down, they can't be found. Oh grandma went back home :) I'm kinda missing her but the relief overrides that. LOL boy could she nag :/ Thank God I don't understand Cantonese :P Haha!!


So I was a little bored just now, snapped some pictures of things I like :)


Here, I'll show you a few of my most favourite things.

Yes I am quite a child at heart :P I love Spongebob and I got a whole collection of pencils and stuff from World Of Cartoons. I used to love going there as a kid :) Now, I'm just a bigger one!! Haha my best friend Lynn, loves Stitch. She even adopted that nickname :) I bought her a Stitch stamp. LOL such kids we are, at nineteen.

Lil's drum set.

My animal spirit :)

My childhood icon (Cookie Monster) with a bottle of my favourite liquor, vodka :)

And of course, the obnoxiously delightful novels from Stephen King, Sidney Sheldon and Christopher Ransom :) Aahh, orgasmic storylines ;)

Ta peeps. And, lots of love.

Xx.

Owlies, Hitler and Eugenics.

Isn't that gorgeous?? My totem animal :)

Okie, Facebook is getting boring now. Haha!! And grandma, she just chastised me for no reason :( Even Lil said, "I think she hates you." Haha!! Ppfftt, me and old people, definitely don't go along together.


I'm really into Hitler and his terrible mass following today. Honestly, I really don't think he was a bad guy. Just more of a guy with a different set of values and a different way of thinking. He was more like the puppeteer and his followers were more of the puppets. You think?? :P


Also, really itching to hit a club. REALLY EXTREMELY DYING TO UNLEASH MY WILD SIDE. The wild party animal in me that has remained continuously stagnant :(


LOL. Meow* SOMEBODY SAVE ME. Haha. Sorry. Being silly :) 


Back to Hitler now. Bet you've all heard of eugenics, and weird human experimentations :) Some of them are most intriguing. What we in the modern era would try on lab rats, they tried on humans back then. How scary is that :P 
Okie, so, during the World War II, the German Nazi regime carried out a series of extremely brutal experiments, on prisoners in concentration camps. (Most of this info, I'm sure is already an ingrained familiarity to most of you beloved peeps.) 


But, the most brutal and cruel experiments were what catches the attention of many. I think if I could rename Hitler, I'd call him, "Doctor Evil". Imagine:
Experiments on twins, bone, muscle and nerve altering transplants, malaria and freezing experiments, poison experiments and also, eugenics.


Eugenics, I think, is one of the worst, it is not only discriminatory, it also is a form of hate crime.In today's modern era, eugenics is simply known as compulsory sterilization. It's a little unfair to the individuals that have to undergo this "forced sterilization". It's not actually something we have all diverged from, even today, compulsory sterilization, which in my opinion, is another form of masking the evils of eugenics, is widely practised by certain governments. You'd be surprised :) Even I was. Some are racial eugenics which is equivalent to genocide. But, there are some governments which committed eugenics based on the fundamentals that the people who were sterilized were mentally defective morons. Haha!! Believe it or not, Canada is one of the countries that had this program. 


The number of cases in which the people who were wrongfully sterilized and sued the Canadian government is going up!! I'm currently waiting for more news on it. Oh, how I wish I knew everything. I'm knowledge starved. LOL. The state of Alberta and British Columbia in Canada are now currently having a few issues here and there because of this.In 2005, 9 more women were compensated. By the government of Canada. By state of course. Okie, is it too much information?? I'll stop here ;)


I'll blog more on eugenics and compulsory sterilization alright?? Hope I don't bore you to death. Haha!! I love court cases, hate crimes and unsolved war puzzles and mysteries. P.s# Josh Wright!! Still can't get into my own comment box :P But nevertheless, lots of love from here.


I love you to death, my darlings!! Xx, 
Shia. (Porny Professor) *Wink*

Babies, Hitler and abortion.

Feeling a wee little bit sad today :) Haha I don't even know why :)


Oh well, guess I do. People. Just saddening. My close friend, she's in so much of trouble, she's settling for the guy she's with right now and of course, I see fully, regret and pain in her eyes. Trivial, I know. Yet, it's there. Just there. Sometimes, she talks to me about it but often times hides it behind that mask she wears everyday. It's disheartening, pretty much.


And, oh. It's that time of the month again :( Guys have it better sometimes. LOL. Girls go through lots of pain. Haha!! 


So much on my mind, so little time. As usual. Oh well, grandma's here, as you all know. She's getting on my nerves. Haha. She's Cantonese speaking and oh my goodness, I can't even say a proper sentence. 


You know, would you rather abort your child if you were raped, girls?? Or if your boyfriend was abusive, he doesn't want to get married and you come from a very conservative background. Would you jeopardize your future because of the child who might end up growing up with negative values due to the already pre-written past?? One of my friend's friend is pregnant and yeah, it's awful, all the dramas encasing it. I have to blog about this, I comforted her on Monday yet, it's still imprinted in my brain like an engraving. The beautiful girl, poor thing. She's suicidal and she hates the child in her womb right now. I really don't know what to say about all this. :( 


Adolf Hitler's mother actually wanted to abort him. It was because of a kindly nurse that persuaded her to keep him, that she actually kept him. Imagine if he was aborted, the whole course of History would probably be changed significantly. Sigh* 


Too much sadness in today's post :) I'll sign off here and come back and blog about an interesting topic :)


Toodles, folks.
Love, Shia.

Boxers and libido.

*Meow* That's me :) Heck yeah, boxers are the MOST COMFY home attire :)

For some, it's heartbreak after heartbreak and the cycle never ends. For others, they manage to snag out of it. It's all in the matter of how the Roulette table is spun. 

So again, I'd like to talk about Chandni Bar.
But before that, my grandma's here :) Tee hee* The Cantonese speaking one. I don't speak a word of it. It's awful, have been trying to keep up with her Cantonese lectures :P Change ONE TINY part of the WORD and it becomes a different word altogether :) I actually accidentally told her the last time that I didn't wear my pussy :P She was shocked speechless. (Oh well, I'm known for giving little old ladies heart attacks) ;) Teehee* 

Sorry I keep changing the font color. It's to make sure you all enjoy looking at my blog :) Haha!!  Anyway, sigh* if you all would like it, please watch the show Chandi Bar. Sorry I'm being so repetitive. It's just so saddening watching people live such desolate lives when we can't do a thing to help them. Conscience and stuff.


Okie, have to run down to bathe the dogs. Gosh, my blogger libido's high today ;)


Ta, lots of love, Xx.

A woman is not a whore.

ure, quoting Kit, my close friend.

Me being silly. Cookie monster!!

Sometimes, we're not as unfortunate as we think we are. 

I bawled my eyes out literally. Watched a Hindi movie (with subtitles of course), it's called, Chandni Bar. 

Really, I think sometimes, we as human beings just mope and whine about the superficial. Me included. We all think our lives are screwed up. Little do we know the amount of pain and suffering that our neighbors go through. With the term "neighbors", I mean people just next door. In neighboring countries perhaps?? The crazy Junta regime for instance. I know of a few refugees, from Pakistan, Myanmar and India. They were ousted just because of religion. Yes, even by converting, in some countries, you'd lose your identity, your home, your family even; if they are prosecuted, and you'd be shunned by society. Look at our lives, we have ample food daily, water supplies, clothes on us and a roof over our heads. As long as we have shelter, we are considered one of the 20% of the more fortunate ones. The rest are just desolate and homeless.

Human trafficking as I'd like to stress on it again, isn't an issue to be taken lightly. It has adverse psychological effects to the victims, and also the victims' families. A lot of things happened which has made me come to various conclusions and yeah, my eyes are opened now. 

Women in India, and certain Middle Eastern countries are still being treated like lower class citizens. In the movie Chandni Bar, I saw a mother's love towards her children, vicious circles and cycles that cannot be broken, lost dreams, crushed ambitions, lost loves, and more. Heart wrenching.

One of the quotations from the comments on the film: A woman is not a whore, only another human. How true that rings, how true.

I hope by telling you peeps about the many grief issues that are taking place in most countries, you'd be more aware and try to involve yourselves and help these innocent people. Most who are victimized are young girls under 12 because virgins are more sought after, they are believed to be able to cure AIDS and HIV diseases. How untrue that rings.

Some vicious cycles CANNOT be broken, no matter how hard we try to prevent them. It's just a very bleak grim world that we live in I say. The evil natures of Earth's very citizens is alarming. Fathers that are capable of pawning or pimping off their daughters or even wives, just to get some alcohol down their systems, where's the conscience in men anymore?? I'm not gender discriminating, merely pointing out certain issues.

Thankfully, not all men are like that; I'm blessed with wonderful grandpas, and dad, he's just awesome. 

Okie, enough with the melodramatics.

I'll hang up here. But, please, be more aware. Women and children can be pulled into the sex trade ANY TIME. Vigilance is better than cure.

Love you all!!