Me and my mask.

I'm sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl.

Can love work by itself?? Just like that?? Can the phrase, "I love you and our love is ALL we need to get by" be real?? Does it actually exist??

I'm such an emo this week. Although the "happy" mask does come on. Immediately after I jump out of bed. SIGH*
The song that keeps running through my head is the Maroon 5 song, Goodnight goodnight. It's an awesome song, here. I put the lyrics here. When I want a good cry, or I'm having a "good cry", I listen to it. Strangely soothingly heart breaking.

You left me hanging from a thread
We once swung from together
I lick my wounds
But i can't ever see them getting better
Some thing's gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

Her hair was pressed against her face
Her eyes were red with anger
Enraged by things unsaid
And empty beds and bad behavior
Some thing's gotta change
It must be rearranged oh

I'm sorry
I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me
I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world

So goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
Goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
Goodnight hope that things work out all right yeah

The room was silent
As we all tried so hard to remember
The way it feels to be alive
The day that he first met her
Some thing?s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

You make me think of someone wonderful
But i can't place her
I wake up every morning
Wishing one more time to face her
Some thing's gotta change
It must be rearranged oh

I'm sorry
I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me
I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

So goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
Goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
Goodnight hope that things work out all right

So much to love so much to learn
But i won't be there to teach you oh
I know i can be close
But i try my best to reach you

I'm so sorry
I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me
I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world

So goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
Goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
Goodnight goodnight goodnight goodnight
Goodnight hope that things work out all right yeah.

I'll post more later. Both my dogs need bathing. Yuck, stinky tuna breath from them :)




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